Futility

What is it that makes people (me currently) feel like there is nothing that can be done to try to fix things that are wrong.

Is it the fallacy that things are really wrong or that I have a need to try to fix anything that I can't hope to control.

I have this need to try to make the world a better place but am limited in how I can do it. A single voice in the great void screaming that this is wrong. Or am I so distanced from others that I cannot hear their voices screaming the same thing?

It is frustrating that I have the need to help but am limited or even discouraged from doing so.

Wow, that sounded depressing. :)

Having the need to help people while being too lazy to do so very often is hard to bear. Sure, I send my 20 bucks once in while to causes I feel are worthy, and there are a lot out there. But is sending cash enough? Probably not.

In any event, I am attempting to change my ways. Be active and proactive against the wrongs I see and hear about while fighting the urge to do nothing when it isn't immediate.

Ok, enough rambling. It is hard to continue to be depressed or feeling helpless when there ARE things I can do. I just need to do it. Sounds like a Nike commercial. :)

Time to think about celebrating another New Year, at least according to this calandar.

What's in a name?

Um, what the hell am I doing writing in a blog?

And what does Psichron mean?

Actually it means, um, nothing. Well not really.

Psi is a letter of the Greek alphabet that kinda looks like an upturned trident. It represents the Schroedinger equations. It's a way to represent that everything is interconnected by the combinations of the waveforms of all matter. Matter being a form of energy and hence a waveform. Since, all waves are infinite, eventhough they diminish to near nil as the distance increases, they all overlap. Hence we all overlap each other and everything overlaps everything else.

Chron refers to chronology or time. Since, as far as we know, time is one directional, always going forward, we are one and the same in time. At every moment we are perfect in time and therefore perfect at each instance. The problem is, time is in flux, in the positive forward moving direction, and it is this flux that makes us imperfect.

So Psichron is our infinitely overlapping waveforms in the flux of time, ever changing and ever perfect instantly, yet continuously imperfect.

Um, what does that mean really? The hell if I know! If I had all the answers then I wouldn't have to worry about anything. But I do. And you will find out, if I continue blogging.

In any event, back to "normal" life. Time for some laundry.

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