Thursday, February 17, 2005

Change and Status Quo

Sorry for not making a post yesterday...do I really need to apologize though? *shrug*

Anyway, thanks to a very interesting article that Bon sent me, I have two things I want to talk about.

One, change is in the air. I know I have changed because I WANTED to change. It has been building for quite some time and I am glad it finally happened. I am much better for it and I am sure others can sense that in me. If not then they are dull. :)

So the important thing is that change can happen if you WILL it to happen. It is not thinking that a change will happen or should happen, it is KNOWing that it will. I find it hard to describe the difference but try to imagine with me for a moment:

Most people have hands, sorry if you do not but pick a body part, and look at it. The difference between "thinking" that you have a hand and "knowing" you have a hand is obvious. Heck you don't even think about it, it is beyond thinking, it is knowing. If you lost a limb, you still "know" that you have one. I am told it is an odd sensation, that I personally don't want to experience, but it is the knowing that counts.

Needless to say, if you want or desire a change in your life, you need to know that it will happen, not when, not where, not how, but just knowing that it is coming. In a sense, it is a sort of magic, aka not currently defined in science.

Anyway, number two is the Status Quo. The status quo at work mainly. I am basically in the same position as I was before, a little bonus and possible promotion. But either way I am comfortable with where I am. I am not in NEED of anything, though it would be nice to be able to travel more than I am but that's neither here nor there.

The thing is, I am in a great position that I did not realize yesterday when I was talking to AZ. I have cover. I have security. And I have no responsibilities beyond what I want to have. Definitely a great position. I can't expand upon that just in case the news article from a few days ago happens to happen. :)

So anyway, I am in a good spot both physically, mentally, spiritually and financially. Therefore I can continue to be laissez faire and have no worries.

Glad I was able to think through this the past day. :)

And thanks to Bon again for the assistance that shed the right amount of light on everything when I needed it. :)

(If you have a link Bon maybe put it in the comments so others can read it too, thanks :) )

1 comment:

DeHuman8 said...

so, is death the moment we cease to observe ourselves?