Friends and being together

It occurs to me that my intention for this life is to try to communicate with people in a fun and exciting way about changing their lives in a fun and exciting way.

I do not usually do this in a "classroom" or "lecture" type setting but generally in a one-on-one and small group fashion.

I have such a wide variety of people I call friends in my life and I am so thankful for that diversity. There are so many people I love and who love me. I am very glad I am able to share myself with them and that they share themselves with me.

I think I get stuck sometimes trying to fill my calendar with getting together with friends and also to expand my own experiences with other things, that I also forget that I am also my own best friend. I also need and want to hang out with myself and read a good book, watch a movie, take a walk and play games by myself.

The other thought is that perhaps by having so many friends, I am "spreading myself too thin" or have too broad a reach or perhaps have too many friends. Perhaps I am not giving the depth of attention that my friends would like of me or perhaps if I limit who I have as friends, I can get a deeper rather than broader understanding and love of my friends.

Well, I guess it depends on who you are. :) As I teach and learn from each of my friends, and as we resonate and vibrate more similarly, I am more attracted to them and want to spend more time with them. Not to mince words or trample feelings, I will say that the reason I do NOT hang out with anyone in particular is not because I don't WANT to resonate more, its just that the choices and thoughts and vibrations that we each are emanating are not on the same wavelength, so to speak.

I guess the joy and fascination I find in each of you is the joy and fascination I find within myself. And as I learn to be more of who I want to be and the more I want to share who I am, the more my friends who want to ride my wave of joy with me with resonate more and we WILL find the time to hang out together. We WILL find a way to be together more and we WILL hang out more.

I know that each of us will find our own path and, if we diverge, than I wish you well. If we converge, then I wish you well. :)

To all my friends....CHEERS!

Some Thoughts

Hi. :)

So, in order for me to understand myself, I am choosing to write in this blog, again. I have done research, I have explored and I have examined and experienced many things since last I wrote.

I am here now because I want to share my thoughts and insights about what it is like to be a Being of Light, an emerging Angel, or an Enlightened One.

These are ongoing and changing ideas and thoughts within me and the description of any one of them is, I am sure, up to debate, depending on whether you enjoy that sort of thing or not. I am not here to examine whether my beliefs and ideas are "true", "valid", or otherwise "liked" by anyone. Neither am I here to try to encourage or otherwise sow discontent for those purposes, but if they strike a nerve, then I hope you examine why for yourself.

Anyway, I have not written for over a year on this blog, and I am sure there are few people who currently try to keep up with it. As I continue, perhaps others will read my words and self-examine and see if any of it fits with what they are feeling or what they believe.

Ok, with that out of the way, I feel great! I am happy most of the time, though I still have some old patterns that I am challenged with. Otherwise, I am really enjoying my life. I get to do what I want, when I want, how I want. I am continuing to enjoy not working at an office, in other words, I get to be home most of the time. I also get to go on trips when I want to without checking in on whether it is OK to do so. I am enjoying my time programming for HMW as well as writing and editing the many projects that I am involved with.

I had an epiphany the other day where I was thinking of all the things I could do to make money with my writing projects. About how we could, while on a book tour, do speechs, travel in a tour bus or van or RV, go on Oprah, or whatever. And then I asked myself, what is the purpose of doing all that...so I can have more time being at home and relaxing and enjoying myself. Well, heck, I am *already* doing that! :)

So, really, what I am realizing is that I am already doing what I want to be doing, I just want to do more or it and in different places. :)

Until next time...be happy! :)

Fae Time album #2

Also, if you want the direct link to the Fae Time album then go here.

Fae Time album

Hi all :)

Just thought I would let you know that I created an album for the RPM challenge called Fae time.

I did this album only in the month of February. I also did this after I got back from spending over a week in Switzerland too.

FYI I went to Switzerland to visit my brother and my friend G, who was in the States at the time because of work! DOH!

Anyway, here is a link to it!

Let me know what you think!

Love,
BlackLion

Thoughts on my life's work

After reading Starcat's blog about solitary spiritual work, I have a few thoughts about my own path.

My soul work has been, for the most part, entirely solitary. I had mentors and people who influenced me, but I never really ascribed to any particular religion or format or style for very long, if at all. I have gathered much information and knowledge and wisdom from many diverse sources and integrated those which resonated with me the most.

I think having this unique connection with the Divine is my truest path and one I am happily flirting with and skipping up. I find that when I do things that I really enjoy, whether it is laughing, creating mischievous verbal plays, writing, singing, drawing, drumming or dancing (among others), I feel uplifted and these all bring me closer to the Divine work I am doing for myself.

I have always said, and I still believe this is true, that by working on myself and becoming the best I can be, I can help others by example and by expressing and teaching them the thoughts and ideas that I have. Which is a big motivation for me writing a book with Starcat specifically about these ideas. One of things that I have finally got to on my path is the sharing and teaching aspect. Before, I was in the learning phase of my path where I was absorbing and integrating and resonating with those aspects of the universe that felt right that worked within my mindset and especially that especially change my mindset into something greater and purer to my ing, my soul and my path.

I am really enjoying where I am right now and I am learning so much more about myself and about the universe than I ever thought possible. And the most exciting and exhilarating part of this path is that I know that I will discover even more wonderful and beautiful aspects of the universe as I move forward! I will find out more about myself than I ever thought possible and how absolutely lovely I really am. :)

I hope to continue sharing these insights and thoughts with whoever decides to stop and take a look here and also at the Feline Dreamers blog that Starcat and I write.

When I finish working at my job in mid-December I will have even more time to create writing and other creative outlets and finally be able to put into practice the energy and abundance I wish to create and manifest. I am very thankful for all that I have and I am even more excited with what I have to offer!

Blessed Be! :)

Picture fun

The rules:
1) Answer questions and type into Google image search
2) Post pictures from results

1. Age at next birthday:



2. A place you'd like to travel:



3. Your favorite place:


4. Your favorite object:


5. Your favorite food:


6. Your favorite color:


7. Town where you were born.


8. Town where you now live:


9. Name of a past pet:


10. Your first name:


11. Your middle name:


12. Bad habit of yours:


13. First job:


14. Your college major:


15. The name of a past love:


16. Your nickname/screen name:


17. Your last name:

And here we are again...

Hi again!

It is me, BlackLion! Oh wait, you knew me as psichron or some other names like baron_ or Brent or Benny or some other ones.

Well this is the one I am going with right now. It encapsulates my general lion-ness and my fondness for black, though I am enjoying all colors now that I am out of my funk from a few years ago.

You know the kind of self-destructive funk where you would eat too much or drink too much or smoke too much or any and all combinations of those? You know where you would eat to feel better, or drink to forget your worries, or smoke to fit in. To go to bars and try and find the "right" woman (or man if you are into that sort of thing) and find out that they are as lost as you are. When finding what you are looking for without realizing it was within you all along?

Yeah one of those funks. The thump in the head realizing that, HEY!, you are the center of your own universe, master (or mistress) of all you think, feel and do! You are completely responsible for every feeling you have ever had! You are completely responsible for every thought that crosses your mind! You are completely responsible for every deed you have ever done and will do! Scary and exhilarating all at the same time!

Remember that you are only who you are right now and you are not who you were. You are absolutely responsible for everything you did and all the consequences and repercussions that you will have to deal with. This karmic debt that you have put yourself into from now and from previous versions of your soul. But hey, at least you are aware of the responsibility and you can actually choose to do something about it.

You can choose to be the way you want to be and experience what you want to experience. It takes intent and the actions necessary to follow and become your intent, to find something truly your own and to create something completely new and different and to pursue it with all your passion and will and magick. Follow your inspirations and the synchronicities all around you. To do all these things and to become who you are supposed to be, the reason you have put yourself onto this earth plane and become who you really are. You chose to be here and experience what you are experiencing, and how you respond to theses opportunities, whether with love or with fear, will determine how your world will be.

OK, so here I am again, renewed, revived, reinvented, and revamped and some other re- words.

Why am I back? Back!

Well really I am here to write more and get more practice writing stream of conscious ideas and thoughts in a coherent form that other people may understand other than me. I am not asking you to do anything unless you want to. Give me thoughts, give me ideas, give me critiques, give me a load of bullshit, who knows what you feel like doing. Silence works too. :)

Anyway, I am writing a book with Starcat, we also have a website with some of our writings and thoughts at Feline Dreamers. I am also journaling, reading and creating other crafty type stuff.

I have also decided to leave the job that I have been at programming for the past 8 years or so. I am moving on and moving toward a self-sustaining, explosively creative and exhilaratingly new way of being. I plan to "work" from home and do what I want to do and still create an environment of abundance and creativity throughout my life. I plan to do odd jobs if I want to, online type jobs if I want to, and focus on my writing and publish my/our work in books and on the internet if I want to.

So, to sum up what I am doing...yeah right! Not enough space to do that! :)

I hope anyone who comes back finds this space more abundant with my thoughts and ideas. I hope those who have never been here to find thoughts and ideas that are helpful or at least thought-provoking. I hope that you all take the chance and opportunities, right here and right now, to transform yourself and listen to your calling. Not only to hear it but to actually become your true intention and to create abundance in your life in whatever ways you desire!

I wish you all well!

Namaste!

BlackLion of the Stars