Self Awareness

No one said it was going to be easy.

Days go by when I feel like king of the land, other days I am the fool.

Which one is correct is up to interpretation I suppose, but I silence the negative voices from outside and focus only on the inside voices. And no not those kind of voices. :)

The power of positive reinforcement is wonderful. But it is empty if you do not feel it yourself. Like I said, sometimes I can feel it in myself and other times not so much.

It's not that I am neurotic or am actually worrying about what others think of me, but self doubt can be a powerful voice. Perhaps I am listening to the old voice and not letting the new voice out of its muzzle. Or perhaps I am just tired. The excuses could go on forever. :)

The old adage and one that holds true today keeps me secure in that what I think most of the time is the only way to think: Know Thyself.

I have come to know myself in such a better way these last few months that I actually believe the positive reinforcement I get from others. :)

Forgive me my transgressions in bringing this subject up once again. Perhaps I am a bit of a narcissist that I like to hear feedback on how wonderful I am. Can never hear too much of that, if it is sincere. Though saying it to the same person too often will make it lose its luster.

Ah well, I am ready to go dancing and shake this mini funk out of my system. Hope to see those who go out out there. If you know you should but don't, shame on you, I like to talk with you! :)

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