Ornery

So I am feeling a bit ornery today. Basically speaking my mind and being my normal sarcastic self.

I suppose this could be a negative thing at work, but oh well. :)

I guess the real thing is that I am tired of pretending to be someone different at work than when I am not at work. I have been being myself a lot since my revelation, with minor speed bumps, and it has been going rather well.

I knew eventually someone would notice me for who I am and not the meek fake person I had been. In any event, I got some good dancing and some smooches in last night when I went out. Good times. :)

Anyway, plans are for us to dance on Saturday. I told her about the 80's thing on Thursdays and Saturdays and we pinky-swore that we would meet up there. We'll see how it goes. :)

The great thing is that I am not worried about what's going to happen or going through any weird imagination scenarios that I had in the past. It is what it is and if something comes of it great, if not I got a couple feels and some kisses and a good time.

I should continue to focus on being myself. My friends enjoy my company because I am not fake around them. Go me! :)

Anyway, so I, at least today so far, am taking this egoist attitude to work with me and see how it goes.

I am not a rude person but I have no plans on holding back who I am for anyone.

MGB: I think the selfishness I told you about is better termed egoist, so you were pretty much right on the money. :)