Alternate Reality

You ever get the feeling that you are residing in the wrong alternate reality?

Things are not the way you remembered them or your life is not what it should be or could be?

I am out of sorts today and I am feeling all the missed opportunities. It is a bit of a bad reminiscence. Looking back at infinite possibilities based on the choices you did or did not make.

At what point, and how far back could you change something to completely change the track of your life?

How about a year? Two years? 5? 10? 25? 50?

Was there one thing that you truly regret doing/not doing? What can you imagine would have happened if you did it correctly at least in hindsight?

Anyway, I believe there are alternate me's (or is it mes?) in the infinite multiverses that have done the right thing and probably never think about all the bad things or poor choices they could have made. They are living it up while I am stuck in this one.

Fuck you alternate me!!

I know, it could be worse. There are definitely great things about my life. There are a bunch of shitty things too and I am not where I should be.

I guess the goal at this point is: can I fix my life and put it on track again with some effort or have I pigeon-holed myself so much that I cannot do what I wanted or should have done a long time ago.

I guess that is my grapple for the day/week/month/year/lifetime.

I wonder if I could switch realities and displace my alternate me in some "better" reality.

*digs through his QED and GR books*