After working out last night and then dancing for a few hours I am a bit achy this morning.
I did about 10 miles on the bike and did my chest, back and arms after. I usually don't go for mass like I used to but I decided to try out and see how much I could lift.
I am a bit disappointed that I can only do 150. :/
Ah well, it will come back to me the more I workout.
In any event, my legs feel fine even though I did a lot with them yesterday.
Generally I have found that my legs are the strongest part of my body so I am able to abuse them pretty much how I want to. :)
Plus it is part of my process of getting rid of all my extra junk that I have accrued abusing myself over the past decade.
Now that I am all about me, I need to get at it.
Oh, and I had a lapse in the me-ness I have had. I keep trying to temper myself and be "nice". Of course I am nice, and good and pure and... oh wait not pure. Anyway, so I like to flirt but I temper myself so as to respect the relationships of other people. Well, I do that as a courtesy. It bit me in the ass last night when I found out that I was tempering myself because of a phantom relationship. Gah!
I should just say fuck it and be myself. Flirt because I want to and not some preconceived notion of who is dating who, or if they are dating anyone!
Anyway, I am just gonna be myself and call it good. If I get in trouble, then I do. :) I am not going to be an ass-jerk-face but I am going to be assertive.
Ok, now I am rambling. :)
1 comment:
so, what your saying is your going to try & fuck your friends girlfriends?!?!?
;) flirting is always ok, so long as both sides enjoy it. (if you keep flirting with someone who doesn't like it then it becomes CREEPY)
if you respect them & who they are dating then no one has a right to get offended. if you don't know who they are dating then, hey, till you meet them who cares?
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