Flirting

Hmm, looks like I am in the talking mood.

It just seems to me that I am doing things wrong.

I am either trying too hard on one person or am not trying hard enough in general.

Ok, if you read my last post it is a poem about a girl. I know woman, you know what I meant!

Anyway, I think I fucked things up on Thursday when I thought she had a boyfriend and I danced with her but also was paying attention to her friend too. The problem is that had I known she wasn't dating anyone I would have only danced with her. Or at least mostly.

Now, that's the problem that I have to deal with.

As some of you know, I am a flirt.

If I flirt like I like to flirt then I definitely could get in trouble with boyfriends. I am not a complete ass but I am sometimes overly friendly. If they don't want me to flirt then they just say so and I am fine with that.

The other thing I could do is what I have been doing which is temper myself. Which is all well and good and won't get me in trouble, but it also put me in this shitty position.

Now this probably makes no difference whatsoever since I am probably getting my hopes up about her but hey, I have to do something right?

Anyway, I should just do my thing, fuck everyone else, and call it a day. I definitely do NOT want to go back to the way I was and I guess this is just another step in the right direction.

And yes I still have my moral rule of not doing anything with anyone else's girlfriend or wife so no fears my friends! :)