So I am getting annoyed with women.
Not any one of them in particular but that fact that they have so much power over men.
It is just fucking stupid that I let it happen to me but what am I gonna do?
I mean what the hell? They control the booty and I can't get any unless they let me.
What do I have to do?
I am a nice guy, I treat people with respect, I am pretty cool, I am mostly non-neurotic, I am not overly dramatic, I am not beautiful but good looking, a bit chunky right now but I'm athletic and I work out, I dance pretty well, I make good money, I have a nice apartment, I have a nice car, I live within my means, I have a healthy size penis, I am a sensitive and attentive lover, I am fun in the sack, I am fun most of the time actually, I am artistic, I play music, I write poetry and songs, I make art, I support and have many friends, and I am generally likeable.
Now what's not to like? Heck, what's not to love?
All my dating friends say "It'll happen". Yeah whatever. Someday maybe in the far distant future?
It's not like I am not putting myself out there. I go out what 3 times a week on a regular basis and other times during the week to places I don't normally frequent.
I talk to people all the time whether I know them or not. Sure my personality doesn't shine through immediately because of my old shyness still lingering so I am guessing my first impressions are either really shitty or I am a fucking pariah or something.
Did I mention it was frustrating?
And telling me it will work out some time in the future is not good enough any more.
Give me the right answer.
Just be an asshole? Treat them like dirt? Be a fuck head jock type with short hair and fucking baseball cap?
Ok, I am almost done venting. :)
Grumble.
I am just a bad finisher I guess. Even if my first impressions go over great, I can never figure out how to steer the conversation to that right spot. Maybe I should just fucking say it, "Hey let's fuck". It's bound to work 1 in 1000 times right?
Well I want more than that too. I guess I'll take what I can get right now, which smacks so much of desperation. But then again, if I told you how long it has been you would see where I am at. :/
Ok, a little better.
No, not really.
2 comments:
Maybe the problem is in the perspective: You say women have power over men. NO ONE has any power over anyone unless it's given. Stop giving other people your power, B. If you continue to disempower yourself like this, you will continue to be frustrated... and to post blogs that are essentially rants about how the world is mistreating you. ; )
Well I post rants because I am feeling that feeling at the moment as a release.
After I release it, it is pretty much gone. :)
Hence release.
But I do understand what you mean about giving over power. I will stay aware of it. :)
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