So the whole concept of resonance is a big part of my life and I have found people in my life that share similar resonance with me or as jwl calls it, entrainment.
Anyway, how I see it is each of us affects the energy around us, starting with our own and emanating out from ourselves. When you find someone who resonates with you, be it a lover, friend, or family, you just know that you are good for each other.
Also, if you get that feeling that you have known someone all your life (or longer) but only have just met the person. I am sure we only get one shot at this life, but it is important to be aware of those strong resonances!
I get that feeling with some people, and it feels really cool. :)
So I found that recently with someone and it is very cool but there is something not fully realized in the resonance. There is a slight discord in the notes of our resonance. It is not something conscious that I feel, it is just an unease and it is really fucking hard to figure out what it is. I keep trying to name it and every time I do I find out that that isn't quite what it is.
And it is frustrating to me to no end.
And the part that is the most upsetting is that it starting to either cause discord in other parts of my life or I am not able to fit it into my current pattern.
So now I have a dilemma.
Do I enjoy the resonance with the minor discord and somehow fit it into my life?
Or, do I change my current pattern so it fits in well even though there is discord hiding in there somewhere?
You would think those things are the same thing but they really aren't to me.
My pattern has been good these past several months, but in the past few weeks I have been off, and the symptoms of it are manifesting themselves to where people can notice them.
I guess I am not really seeking answers in this medium, but it is very annoying to me not knowing what the issue is.
In any event, I will figure it out. But I can't force anything, especially myself.
Did I mention this is still one of the areas I cause myself stress over?
You never would have guessed I am sure. :)
3 comments:
For me, the key to resonance/entrainment from a metaphysical perspective is that there is a synergy associated with it. The whole point of entraining with other people is to increase the amount of energy (hopefully positive energy) at play in one's life.
So perhaps in this situation, you are feeling some of that synergy, and yet you see an opportunity to create even more synergy. So while you appreciate what's there, you also suspect that there could be even more with just a small tweak....
It seems to me another place where the line between being in the moment, and actively creating our reality, becomes blurred and full of tension.
But be patient. There will be other/more opportunities. Enjoy what you have, and the opportunities will come. It's not only your will at play here; you have to account for the will of the other people involved.
and sometimes discord is necessary to a proper and full relationship. some of the best friendships can be based upon getting past a diversity & discord. maybe the discord is because of something in you that you recognise as could use improvement and the discord is you 'gut' reacting. or they could be someone who will cause you more problems than they are worth.
could i be anymore vague?
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