Experience vs Analysis

So it has been a while since I last posted and probably more since it has had anything to do with me specifically.

And, really, I am ok with that. :)

Of course it decreases the number of people visiting or is wasteful of folks' time who come here regularly to see if I wrote anything. Well thanks for stopping by! :)

Anyway, I have been really enjoying experiencing life and all the nuances that that entails. I have been immersed in my own self satisfaction rather than self analysis. I have not been concerned with what it means to feel what I have been feeling (or who for that matter ;) ) and where that fits into my world view or my emotional state.

What I have been doing is experiencing all the things in my life with little or no concern for what it all means.

It isn't an unhealthy thing per se to experience life and take it for what it is, but there are activities that can be considered as self-destructive. I don't do those kinds of things. :)

Well, not any more anyways. :)

I am in a great space right now, mentally, physically, and spiritually and people have begun to see my inner beauty that I have been hiding because of my previous self-doubt and really there were some elements of self-loathing in the past too.

Anyway, I am not there right now, thankfully, and I have no plans to go there again.

I love myself and more and more people what to love me too. And that reinforces what I have been doing positively since my epiphany in January.

So fear not for me, just cheer me on that I am experiencing the great things in life that I have been keeping from myself for many years.

And if I feel like it, I will chronicle some of it. ;)