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I have no subject really to talk about. I just felt the urge to write something.

I have been feeling kinda weird today and it is annoying.

I am not sure if I feel bad or good or just indifferent. It really depends on the hour I suppose.

It is a case of me working on myself and finding out how best to deal with new situations in my life.

On one hand, I am excited about the way my life is right now with new opportunities and new situations. And on the other, scared of new situations and unknown possibilities.

See, I enjoy new things but I also fear them sometimes too. It really all depends on my thoughts at the moment. It would seem I am unstable but really they are subtle changes rather than drastic swings.

I don't know, I am usually pretty good at dealing with most situations but on occasion I am clueless. And it's the not knowing that really irks me the most.

As you can tell, I am rambly. :)

Anyway, it really is a matter of figuring out where I am right now and how much I can deal with the mystery of it all. Eventually I will know, but I dislike being kept in the dark. Then again, not knowing might be blissful ignorance after all. :)

Ah well, I can't get back into my random thoughts and imagined scenarios too much. Accept what is and deal with it. It's too bad it can't go exactly how I want all the time. There's wishful thinking at its finest. :)