Forced update

I am now, at knife point, being forced to write this entry.

No, I will not say who it is, but you know him...I mean this person by their reputation, I mean he, err this person, is not someone anyone in the Asylum crowd...I mean not anyone I know knows about.

Um, so here is my post. :)

Actually, I fooled you all! I was not being forced by anyone. Ha!

I am so brilliant! *looks around*

*tap tap tap* Is this thing on?

Wow, I really don't have much to say and I am not sure why. Heck, a year ago I couldn't stop talking about change and how it is important that folks think for themselves and stop following stupid leaders. Or something along those lines.

I have come to realize that I cannot TELL people that by caring and bettering yourself and not poisoning yourself (as much anyways) will not work. Having a positive thought process no matter how shitty everything can be is helpful. But don't lose yourself in the illusion. For it is an illusion to be in a perfect world of bliss and non-comittance.

You have to realize about yourself is that:

A) Hey! I rock!
B) What am I doing to myself that I probably shouldn't and how do I get rid of it?
C) What are the people around me doing that make me want to do these things to myself?
D) If these people make my life better hang with them more!
E) If not, drop them out of your life because you are only hurting yourself by hanging with them.
F) Be the best you, whatever that happens to be
G) Do only things you WANT to do (those include things you NEED to do, otherwise you would starve to death or be miserable in this fucking cold weather!)
H) Think for yourselves.
I) Now that I said that one you don't need anything more from me. :)

Basically, I am living my life to the fullest I can. If something is not going right, I need to either fix it or suck it up if I am too lazy to fix it right now. Of course it is a continuous process because life is so fluid that the solutions you find today are not the solutions of tomorrow.

Anyway, be the best you and I will definitely want to hang around you even more! :)

But don't take my word for it, try it yourself.