Friends and being together

It occurs to me that my intention for this life is to try to communicate with people in a fun and exciting way about changing their lives in a fun and exciting way.

I do not usually do this in a "classroom" or "lecture" type setting but generally in a one-on-one and small group fashion.

I have such a wide variety of people I call friends in my life and I am so thankful for that diversity. There are so many people I love and who love me. I am very glad I am able to share myself with them and that they share themselves with me.

I think I get stuck sometimes trying to fill my calendar with getting together with friends and also to expand my own experiences with other things, that I also forget that I am also my own best friend. I also need and want to hang out with myself and read a good book, watch a movie, take a walk and play games by myself.

The other thought is that perhaps by having so many friends, I am "spreading myself too thin" or have too broad a reach or perhaps have too many friends. Perhaps I am not giving the depth of attention that my friends would like of me or perhaps if I limit who I have as friends, I can get a deeper rather than broader understanding and love of my friends.

Well, I guess it depends on who you are. :) As I teach and learn from each of my friends, and as we resonate and vibrate more similarly, I am more attracted to them and want to spend more time with them. Not to mince words or trample feelings, I will say that the reason I do NOT hang out with anyone in particular is not because I don't WANT to resonate more, its just that the choices and thoughts and vibrations that we each are emanating are not on the same wavelength, so to speak.

I guess the joy and fascination I find in each of you is the joy and fascination I find within myself. And as I learn to be more of who I want to be and the more I want to share who I am, the more my friends who want to ride my wave of joy with me with resonate more and we WILL find the time to hang out together. We WILL find a way to be together more and we WILL hang out more.

I know that each of us will find our own path and, if we diverge, than I wish you well. If we converge, then I wish you well. :)

To all my friends....CHEERS!